job hunting

I've been doing job-hunting for about half a year.
I'm a bit tired to do that.
So teachers had said us "Entry 100 companies!" , I checked many companies and went to many seminars of these companies...
But I don't wanna do anymore!
I'm really tired to use too much KEIGO and be surrounded by students who wear suits! ( I know I wear a suit too :P )
And to make myself bigger than real-myself. I mean i don't wanna say like how good, nice and amazing girl I am in interviews.

And I feel like job-hunting is like a love-hunting.
writing entry sheet is just like writing a love letter because both tell how much I love you.
job interview and appearing myself is just like date.
SO, I felt same feelings as break up love(?) when I get a message that I couldn't pass interviews! :(

Anyway, but, school starts on monday and I think it's really good because I can meet my friends and refresh!

and now I'm dreaming the day I get a job!
When I get a job, first I will change my hair color and my hair style artistic!
I will buy cute clothes...Oh, but I need to money to do that! So I should find a job...( oops job-hunting again! :P

OK! I will write a entry-shit, no. entry-sheet!!

orz

Now, I am doing my homework to prepare for my presentation on Friday. Our group needed to choose a topic related to South East Asia and we chose human trafficking as our research topic. Though we focused on prostitution, as I searched about the topic and knew what happened, I faced a shocking fact! That is, Japan is the major destination country for traffiked women and children! It's sad and ashamed of Japan, right? Many websites said women, esapecailly thai and philipina, were deceived like they could work and get good money in Japan. However, after they arrived in Japan, they were said like they had debt to boss or someone for some millions and had to repay by selling their bodies!
I don't know how to explain my feelings in English, but it's too sad...

Also, I remembered that a scene I saw in Bangkok, Thailand. When I was in a bar in Khaosan, I saw a little girl, wearing a super miniskirt aged at 10, dancing on a table for a man looks like Japanese. The girl's body was really thin like a twiggy and looked smaller than her age. And she danced sexily, throwing kisses to the man and the other people sitting near the table. When I saw her, I was really surprised at her and the man because it's strange that such a little girl did a sexy dance, but the man was smirking!!
I'm not sure but I guess the guy was Japanese and he might buy her....
What a dirty man!!


...now I'm wondering how I can change this world. ;(

HW

1. I learnt a lot of things in this academic year! I think I could learn how to get along with foreign people at KUIS and through my trip in Europe. actually I didnt know how to make friend with foreigners or talk to them last year, but now I know the ways(may be).
Be positive and confidence, keep smile, dont be shy, relax! and say "hello!" with smile from me:D Then, I can be nice friend with any people<33
Also, I laernt English pronunciation from conversations with my foreign freinds:D

2.My best memory is, of course, the trip in Europe!!! I dont know how to express my feelings and things I experienced!! I met many people from all over the world!!
I went to a gay disco, I saw the berlin wall, I ate cheeze, tomato...yeah sandwitch everyday...lol, I was surprised at water with buubbles and learnt the important word "still water"...and I learnt what the Amsterdam is...!!

I became lonely and realized the value(?) of friedns... I also realized that I was Asian more than Japanese, I touched people's kindness and laughed a lot, ofcourse I got angry few times...
oh, I wrote too much!
anyway!wherever I go, I was always enjoying!:)
I'll never forget this trip, especially memory in Paris!

3.Hmm, my hardest memory in this year was the time when my relationship with my (ex)bf was breaking....x(
It wounded my heart..and gave me stress....but, after the realationship was over, I was released from strees!!!
still, there's a bit pain in my heart, but I'm ok because I'm enjoying my life, may be than my ex..:D hehe

4.I'm looking forward to having free time!!! You know, now I have hw, report, test and so on.. So, I wanna spend the time to sleep first...
also, I'm planing a trip to southeast asia with my lovely friend:) So, I'm looking forward to the trip! But to go to southeat, i need money(ooops), therefore I need to work a lot!

go-go-go-kon

hahaha~~~~
it was funny that everybody in my class knows that I'm planning a party(合コン)~~
Yuka "What happend, mariko? You're strnge today!"
Reika "She is always!"
Yuka "Yeah, but especially today, you're stranger than usual days!!"
Mariko"Well, I couldn't sle.." Reika "Because she doen't have a bf."
Mariko"hahaha! that's right.lol but how about you? do you have bf?"
Reika "No, I don't have!"
Mariko"Wanna want?"
Reika "Yeah~~!!"
Reika "Oh, mariko! do you know that Akane has a 合コン? She said "I was invited to 合コン~~♪"~~~!!!"
Mariko"haha~~, I invited her.lol"
Reika "Really?!!! I wanna go~~~"
Mariko"You wanna come? 22 years old boys, looks like a soccer boys will come!"

Roman "Mariko and Reika! What are you talking about? 22 years-old-boys?"
-everybody listened and looked at us!xP-
Mariko"mm.....!"
Reika "about a kind of party...!"

Roman "Is it 合コン?"
-everybody were surprised cos he knows the word 合コン!lol-
Mariko"Yes?"

Roman "haha~~, Mariko is palnnig a 合コン~!"
Mariko"Aw, aw, and REIKA WILL COMEEEEEE!"


hahaha~~ it was funny~~
but I guess everybody in my class thought like I really want to get a bf so I'll plan the 合コン! it sounds like I'm a little bit bitch, right?

I want a bf if I can find someone who I love and who loves me,
but I know it's not an easy thing. it's pretty hard thing...
So, I'll join the 合コン just for meeting new ppl and having a nice time with lovely alchol! that's it!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!

anyway I'll enjoy the 合コン on this Saturday:D
Oh! Saturday night feeverrr!xD

2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
2009 has come~~~!!xD
I'm really exctited that what happy things will happen to me this year!
Last year, it was one of the most interesting, happiest year in my life!
I met many nice people not in only Japan but also in the other countries!
I laughed a lot, cried a lot, said stupid things a lot and I was always surrounded with my friends^^
So, I wish and believe that this year also will be the nice year!xD



Now, I'm eating a choco pie my mom gave me:P
I think she tries to make me a chubby!!!!!(I'm already.....I hope not so!)



OK----------------I'll do my homework!!!!!!!

see yaaaaaaa

my lovely socks<3

Yesterday I bought socks in Chiba station! Usually I dont buy socks because I dont wear it but tights..But the socks were too cute to ignore! so When I found the socks I stared at them, and I was paying money when I reaized!
In the socks, cute bunnies were printed~~~~<3
I know that it's just socks but I really love it!
So, in this morning I put them in my bag and brought it to school!xP

Sounds too childish, right?
I feel like I'm a baby holding a teddy bear:( haha

ANyway I'm Happy thanks to my lovely socks!x)


Aw! And the last week, it was totally hard coz i had part time jobs 5days a week!
I'm not a workaholic~~ ,you know, I'm really a lazy girl~~~
So my friends who knows me well laughed at me saying " What happend???!"
Nothing happend actually, but I wanted money so I worked, I guess!
BUt I was tired a bit. I think I need a day off at least 1day a week! Having jobs in weekends is not good for my health~~ SO I will ask my comapny for giving me a day off on saturday or sanday!:)


hahaha~~~ that's it~~

I'm gonna do my hw from now on!
See ya!

:D

Hey, did somebody watch a drama of innocent love??

I saw the drama today and usually I wacth dramas doing something, but, only today, I concentrated on the drama with serious face! and then suddenly a surprising scene apeeared on the TV! The building where the drama's main characters were in was looks exactory my university! I guessed it was Lapaz!

I was so surprised that I opened my mouth in front of the TV:O



I wanted to see Narimiya-kun<3 coz he is cute^_-

That's it! Good night!